<![CDATA[behind the garden wall]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com 1989ltt 648 <![CDATA[大一有感 ]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,18950752.shtml 这一年一个人在北京，经历了很多以前从未有过的，交了些新朋友。
去打工了，知道有钱人是可以连小孩过生日都一掷千金的请人安排的，同时，知道大学生劳动力是被狠狠的剥削的，是太廉价的。BOSS MAGGIE也是个在北京混的外地人，二三十岁，很有活力，开朗，勤奋，是个在外资企业待烦了的创业人才，我很佩服她的勇气！北京是个华丽的充满诱惑的地方，但是一个外地人要在这里立足，需要付出很多努力，不管是努力攻读高等学位的学生，还是自主创业的人。还有另外一个BOSS TONY我们给他写影评，一部片子是20元，有时候写得好片子卖了，还可以有提成，但是我总要花四五个小时完成，当然有时候会看到很好的片子，就会觉得狠值，毕竟这也是我的爱好。
然后我还认识了一些人，最重要的有两个。第一个是小梁，我们很合得来的，心情不好一起聊天逛街吃东西，美好的时光也一起分享，还经常谈人生谈理想，呵呵。从她那我学到了很多，比如买东西穿衣服化妆，还有她的应变能力，与长辈的交谈，学到一点吧，相比之下，我比较幼稚，当然了我们还都很不成熟，有很多时候要一起成长，互相帮助，感谢北京有个她，我们是小两口子！还有是我男朋友，老梁，说起他来，就让我感觉很复杂，他比我聪明，经历比我多，我很爱听他给我讲他的见闻，而且台球打得很好，但我们经常有分歧，我总是气不过就说分手，其实我也经常觉得很矛盾。
说不清我变了什么，有点成熟，多点女人味，少了点天真，人变得有点现实了，更热衷于物质了，虽然还是很喜欢学习，努力充实内在，但是却也放了很多时间在购物，谈恋爱上面。
妈妈说，现在的我，只要健康快乐，好好学习，多交朋友就够了。很简单的话，很有道理，我的轨迹在这一年里有些偏差，第一学期的成绩还不错，下学期估计要挂科了，是不是醒悟的有点晚？但我想要改变努力还是可以的！
我要努力学习，英语，数学，西经，还有到图书馆好好看书，打好基础，我要考研，到更好的学校，甚至是去香港。婷婷要加油阿！]]> 2008-08-21 23:37:00.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,18950752.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,18950752.shtml#comment <![CDATA[元宵节]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,13936859.shtml 今天虽然很累..晚上还是去了外婆家..要回北京了..应该跟老人家告别的..
刚上幼儿园的表妹很伶俐,天真的话总是那么贴心,"diodio(我父亲)怎么没来?"我长大要钓鱼给玛玛(祖母)吃,玛玛你等着啊!'"我也要跟姐姐去北京读书~"
"太喜欢这孩子了,会说话啊,呵呵.."
每次我这么说,外婆总会跟我讲外公在的时候,最疼就是我了.记得小时候爸爸妈妈都很忙,我总是在外婆外公家玩的哩.外婆还告诉我,外公总说:"我最喜欢跟我们家婷婷说话了~"因为我也跟表妹一样,会天真的说甜甜的话,平时算聪明乖巧了.外婆的话勾起我对外公的回忆..外公去世好多年了..99年..我才10岁..
我一直把外公叫公公的..呵呵..爱吃卤肥肉的公公特别瘦..大概爱喝茶是一个原因..他节俭..茶叶从来不用好的..但会放很多..公公泡的茶总是很浓很苦..小时候我会皱着眉头喝下去..公公会心满意足的笑..他节俭..家里总会有很多早该退休的"古董"...印象最深刻的是那三页的塑料风扇..东西总是舍不得扔掉.."修修,还是好好的嘛!"谁说没用的!"所以真的堆了好多旧东西..
虽然看起来瘦但身子向来很硬朗..很少生病..即使在冬天也洗冷水澡..以致于他对自己的身体太信任..病情发现时已经是晚期..好像是肺病..然而我只知道这些...我不想问母亲..说两句她也会很伤心的..即使表面上风平浪静
从公公进医院那天开始我再也没有见过他,一直到出殡的那天..好多人在哭..除了我..我一个人在跟一辆大卡车玩...现在还清晰的记得..脑子里浮现..为什么平常那么爱哭的我没有掉眼泪呢..
大概过了半年..有天晚上我梦见公公了..梦境怎么样我已经不记得了..只记得半夜里醒来一个人蜷着哭了好久..小声的对自己说..真的好想公公..公公为什么要这么早离开我..我好想他..]]> 2008-02-21 21:09:00.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,13936859.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,13936859.shtml#comment <![CDATA[CONFESSION]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,13729739.shtml i feel lonely when u seem to be reserved to me .
i saw him today out and inside the cinema .ST is always such a small place at least too small for advoiding seeing sb .wife Ze said to me ,time settle everything down, isn't it ?we're all different now, new life, new friends ,and we're two parallels again though so close we have been. in my years , Ming &Cheng are my guests.ming taught me to be patient&generous to others .cheng taught me what's real love in which i would devote  everything only if i could .
now i appreciate that i have several lovely friends still by my side.they're all working hard to realize our personnal dreams.my brave hardworking  young ladies&gentlemen,becouse of you,i'm who i am.thanks for helping me.i really learnt a lot from u .they are 涛.宇.欣.帆.鹏.WIFE泽.]]> 2008-02-10 21:38:00.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,13729739.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,13729739.shtml#comment <![CDATA[变痞去]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,10273245.shtml 2007-07-29 17:27:56.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,10273245.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,10273245.shtml#comment <![CDATA[friendship]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,10273268.shtml 2007-07-29 17:22:37.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,10273268.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,10273268.shtml#comment <![CDATA[lost]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,10273269.shtml 高考似乎已成为很遥远的事情了,我意外地被命运带到北二外.尘埃落定.罢了.我认.
6月9日到7月28日发生了好多
14日的同学聚会上,我还趴在你耳边.问你.今天的裙子好看吗? 可转眼,分手已经快一个月了
8个月不算长也不短了,它们像刺青一样烙在心里,痛并美丽着.
还是害怕夜深人静时想起你.害怕在拿起电话的片刻想起那些耳语.害怕听到你发给我的每一首歌.更害怕那句"你要我说什么"突然闪现.
我的高三辛苦却那么幸福,最爱趴在桌子上装睡觉 而你就坐在身边写题的午后,因为你总会紧紧地握住我的手.我心里想着就是这样了.
去华东旅游的几天 虽然只收到一条信息 却觉得满地开花 似乎等了好久好久 .
分开,因为无语,厌倦了无语,无语让我们不安,使我们生疏,让你再也无法对我说那些我想听的话.分开便分开吧,换回一片安宁,而置身清净的田野,悠然里却也藏着孤独.
]]> 2007-07-29 16:55:27.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,10273269.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,10273269.shtml#comment <![CDATA[LALA]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634051.shtml 2006-11-05 14:52:14.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634051.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634051.shtml#comment <![CDATA[september]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634053.shtml 2006-09-17 10:15:34.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634053.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634053.shtml#comment <![CDATA[it always give us hope]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634058.shtml 假如生活欺骗了你
普希金
　　假如生活欺骗了你,
　　不要悲伤,不要心急!
　　忧郁的日子里须要镇静:
　　相信吧！快乐的日子将会来临。
　　心永远向往着未来；
　　现在却常是忧郁：
　　一切都是瞬息，一切都会将过去；
　　而那过去了的，就会成为亲切的怀念。

no matter what will happen in the coming days    i still believe in it  that nothing is impossible   well luckly i have a clever mind nothing can stop me  if  i pay attention to it (maybe i will get a thunder tomorrow a!a!so afraid!!)   i will do it better i swear   i  hope everybody get a good ending in our grade three   and  remmember this poem   it  always help a lot

]]> 2006-07-17 00:01:26.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634058.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634058.shtml#comment <![CDATA[just stick to it]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634060.shtml We remember the days,
We sat out together with faith?
Remember the times, so fine,
When we thought that nothing could stand in our way?

Then things weren't the same,
The life that we knew had to change
We've struggled through the darkest storms,
We thought we couldn't tame
Together we've tried,
As we stood side by side
I knew we'd build a new world,
A world of hope forever after

Deep in my heart I just know,
right from the start we will grow
Look where we are,
we've come so far and there's still a long long way to go
All of my heart, I will care.
I'll play my part, I will share
With family and friends,together we'll stand
And in the end, hand in hand,
We will get there

]]> 2006-07-15 00:04:17.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634060.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634060.shtml#comment <![CDATA[POWER HOUSE]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634066.shtml 2006-07-13 03:51:06.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634066.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634066.shtml#comment <![CDATA[第一次]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634070.shtml 2006-07-13 03:25:52.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634070.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634070.shtml#comment <![CDATA[猫头鹰]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634073.shtml 2006-07-13 02:34:25.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634073.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634073.shtml#comment <![CDATA[6月的还记得的搞笑的事]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634075.shtml 2006-07-09 20:41:14.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634075.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634075.shtml#comment <![CDATA[那些东西真的重要吗]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634085.shtml 2006-06-24 19:02:46.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634085.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634085.shtml#comment <![CDATA[早上]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634087.shtml 2006-06-18 12:58:44.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634087.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634087.shtml#comment <![CDATA[s]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634092.shtml 2006-06-16 06:56:29.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634092.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634092.shtml#comment <![CDATA[今天天气好晴朗]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634097.shtml 2006-06-14 18:33:48.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634097.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634097.shtml#comment <![CDATA[关于　ＴＴ的缺点]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634104.shtml 2006-06-13 19:24:41.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634104.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634104.shtml#comment <![CDATA[一个刚有自己ＢＬＯＧ的人]]> http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634107.shtml 2006-06-12 18:10:38.0 http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634107.shtml http://1989ltt.blogcn.com/diary,202634107.shtml#comment